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My annual Thanksgiving post. [26 Nov 2009|03:20pm]
I update every year on Thanksgiving about how much it sucks but, I won't get into it again this year. Thanksgiving is a horrible holiday. I'm thankful, yes, but not for today or what the holiday really stands for.

bah humbug
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[17 Oct 2009|10:53pm]
If you'll be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you'll be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

[21 Sep 2009|11:36am]
I'm totally in denial that summer is gone. BUT I am super, super, SUPER excited about MNO this sat. annual 2 day drunk fest in RM.
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[09 Sep 2009|08:13am]
09/09/09
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[23 Aug 2009|03:55pm]
school is going to be annoying this semester. really annoying.
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[10 Aug 2009|02:54pm]
[ mood | dsfghjdhh ]

today I woke up feeling like shit with snot all in my nose, nauseous, aching, and with a temperature aka a virus. It's also the hottest day of the year in NC. Happy Birthday to me.

EDIT: I still stayed out until 2 and got super drunk and hit on by a 60 year old mexican I work with who has the same bday as me. fucking punk rock...

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[21 Jul 2009|12:04pm]
I've never experienced true heart break before this. I've never had to mourn the loss of such a close friend. I thought after the funeral it would seem more "real" but it doesn't. I guess I didn't fully "understand" death before this. I mean, I did...but not like this. I don't get it. Why you of all people? I still don't believe it a week after. I can't keep thinking about the "what ifs" and "I wish" stuff. but...it's hard. The last thing we talked about was Star Wars so that makes me smile :). You were the sweetest thing. and I know you know, how much everyone loves you. You were one of the nicest guys I've ever met...You know we all miss you, and will continue to miss you. That will never stop. But I'm really going to miss you around christmas. I'm glad you forced me to shoot my first gun :D even though the bullet SOMEHOW made it through a forest and over a field half a mile away and ended up going through someone's building...and the cops were called. ha. I'm glad I have that memory. We all love you and miss you deeply.We'll party again one day. <3 Rest in Peace Patrick.

[29 Jun 2009|05:43pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

1. is the loneliest number.

2. FUCK rumplemintz. lyke, seriously. f u c k it.

3. camera has been fuzzed up for a while.

4. Laptop wont turn on. So I'll be driving to winterville to either pay a buttload of money or either having to buy a new one. in the latter case I'll have to be loaned like...over a grand.

5. I have $50 in my bank account.

6. D:

7. because of number 2 every time i brush my teeth i have to try not to vomit.

8. D*:

9. life isn't fair sometimes...but things can always be worse.

10. The gloved one is gone.

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[23 Jun 2009|03:39pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

i hardly have any friends. it's pretty awesome...

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[18 Jun 2009|01:21pm]
I have literally become obsessed with TFLN and FML. God bless the interwebz.
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[17 Jun 2009|12:28am]
wtf. I'm not all about self loathing...well, at least not publicly...but what the hell happened to me? Operation lose weight and not look so fug in effect, though I don't know if it can be fixed. I'm pretty sure I look HUGE for 107lbs. like seriously, and on top of that I'm pretty sure i have body dysmorphic disorder. ugh. low self esteem is super unattractive...but i can't help it. Maybe I shouldn't get super drunk and be "vain" and look at pictures of myself...and cry. What the hell is the matter with boys who find me attractive?! What the hell is wrong with me?!?!??!1 p.s. math sux but it's kinnda fun :D

...goodnight
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[05 Jun 2009|11:18pm]
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Wtf is up with that graphic?
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[26 May 2009|05:21pm]
D:
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blurg [25 May 2009|09:20pm]
oh man I'm so bored. House sitting alone for a week with Boomerang while my parents are on vacation. D:
I've just been sitting around drinking and watching movies all day. Sounds great but it's not. okay tomorrow I will be productive and sign up for summer classes and sew up a few pieces of clothes that are rough looking. and Erika is coming home! :D
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[24 May 2009|12:16am]
How is it that I keep finding myself drunk as shit and alone on a saturday night watching at least 3 episodes of star wars because it's on tv? I'm not complaining though, it's pretty awesome. It's just odd that it seems to happen often.
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[23 May 2009|11:50am]
can't wait for the Land of the Lost movie. seriously. Danny McBride and Will Farrell.

I effing loved that show as a kid.
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[18 May 2009|01:34pm]
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LAMELAMElame [15 May 2009|05:41pm]


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Last weekend some girl asked me if I had weave. I laughed and didn't know how to respond.
This photo does my hair's length no justice.
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happy star wars day. [04 May 2009|11:13am]
May the 4th be with you!
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blurg. [28 Apr 2009|05:55pm]
buying a pack of Newports is like asking for throat/lung cancer.

I practically woke up 2 hours ago. I love this time a year but too bad pollen hates me and wants me to be miserable and tired.

Big paper to write.

the end.
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